Don't look back

[soulswallo]

I am in a weird ass mood today. I'm not sure whether I want to laugh or cry (No, ebarnon, I'm not bi-polar. Thanks for asking.). I'm just feeling bizarre. I go through these stupid spirals were I'll be totally social and have a blast whenever I see/get together with/talk to my friends and then I'll want to crawl into a hole somewhere and wrap myself in layers of lonliness. It's fascinating once it's over, but it kinda sucks while it's happening. I even know why I'm sitting pretty in the downward part of this particular spiral... and frankly it's my own fault. I let myself worry too much about things I can't change. I let myself become stressed and over-worked. It's a really stupid thing to let happen to myself. All I have to do is back away from what I'm doing. Walk away. Don't look back. Compartmentalize my work stuff so that I only deal with it at work. But I don't. I let things simmer inside.

And not I've reached the point where I think I'm kinda over-sharing. Sorry. Ignore the above if you so desire. Or don't. I'm in that place in my head where either way is fine with me.

Wow. I'm totally starving. I guess that means it's time to eat.

Comments

[ebarnon.livejournal.com]

1. no matter how insensitive you think i am, i do understand what you're talking about.

2. thanks for captain trips. "oh i'm still not sick! drink. drink from that sweet nectar that is called mountain dew."

3. so after all of your laughter with my late-blossoming puberty voice, my mom called. in between her laughter, she was all, "i hate to make your day worse, but you got some mail..." me (sounding like a 13 year old girl), "oh no. i got a jury duty summons, right?" my mom (still laughing), "yes you did. ok i'll talk to you later, this is just cracking me up!" what a nice mom.

4. you might try craigslist.com krista keeps sending me job openings. just a thought.

5. finally. keep this in mind, "two kirks, a khan, and a pizza place."

[ebarnon.livejournal.com]

Viewer MAil!
Tiffany writes:

why cant i find a picture of jame doing his little tuck trick????


From: Jame Gumb
To: Tiffany W----- <------@b---e.com>
Date: Tue, 5 Apr 2005 10:31:00 -0700
Subject: Re: jame gumb help!

Just like any other celebrity who doesn't want her sex tape leaked to the internet, I try and stop any public display of my tucking before it gets into the wrong hands.

One time the scientologists found a still shot and I couldn't get them off my jock for weeks. You understand.

Are you a great big fat person?

-BB


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Why does that always HAPPEN TO ME?!?!

Hey, I saw a great website. it really makes me chuckle, and then think. Did you know some trees are fake?

We go all day looking at people and deciding who they are in an instant (female, gullible, size 16). But then you look closer (guess who Netflixed Jude "Mr. Gumb" Law's latest??? ;-)] ) and you see that what you saw sometimes has more to it. Like a cell phone tower.

That reminds me. Time to check Precious for bugs again. Not fleas. FBI.

Laters. CACD, bitches.

[ebarnon.livejournal.com]

so ok. i'm really bored. so here's like 3 quotes that are stuck in my head. see if you can guess.

1. bring out your dead!! (easy)

2. who do i gotta FUCK to get off this boat??? (pretty easy)

3. i AM the monster. (somewhat easy)

so i ordered season 4! cool huh? but please, can you order season 3 so we can watch that BLEEPING episode 'jose chung'?

that's it, i need a nap.

hope you're having a better day!

[ebarnon.livejournal.com]

yep, still bored. but feeling better, thank you very much.

but i have more of a question than a comment concerning your journal. you know how on lost they have the patented "lost flashbacks"? so do you think eventually we'll have "LOST lost flashbacks"?