I write, you write

Okay. So I finished the naughty Ronon fic I started the other day and immediately wrote a companion piece that's kinda naughty starring Sheppard. The thing is that I feel weird asking any of my friends to read it for beta-ing. I mean, I'm proud of it and think it's well written but it's dirrrrrty. Like, Christina Aguilara Dirrrty. You know. Still, it's good. At least I think it's good. I should point out that one of my other stories I wrote a while back is still waiting to go out to some of my friends who offered to beta it for me. And I think that one's good also. I just get stage fright when it comes time to post them for human consumption. Even when it's two people whose opinion I value when it comes to books and other fun literary things. Shout out to Seps and Aud - love you, ladies!

So, what do I do? Do I bite the bullet and ask for help with the beta-ing? Or do I just post it as is and harden myself to the taunts and laughter that will issue forth when my terrible sentence structure sees the light of day?

Anyway. It would seem that I write porn extremely well. What does this say about me as a person? Maybe it just means I'm going to be a dirrrrty romance writer. I think I can handle that.

I'm out.