I have to admit that I'm a little sick of myself and my whining about work. Gee, I think I've said this before. Anyway. I think I'm going to sit down with my boss and my market area manager (not at the same time and probably not in that order) and let them know where I'm coming from. I don't want to be miserable. I don't want to look back on my life and say "Gosh, I sure wish I had done [insert randomness here]." So, I'm going to do something about it. Will it be easy? No. However, I did somehow convince myself to exercise on a semi-regular basis so I think I can do this.
Why the sudden need to finally do something about my situation? Well ... I'm not quite sure. I just know that working at the bank is not what I want to do. I want to be there to pick Cole up from school every once in a while. I want to sleep in past 5:45 during the week. I want to volunteer in Cole's classroom. I want to write.
So, I'm taking some action. Seriously, this should be interesting. I'm not looking forward to sitting down with my boss. I don't really like confrontation and I think that's where it will end up.
Time will tell.
Why the sudden need to finally do something about my situation? Well ... I'm not quite sure. I just know that working at the bank is not what I want to do. I want to be there to pick Cole up from school every once in a while. I want to sleep in past 5:45 during the week. I want to volunteer in Cole's classroom. I want to write.
So, I'm taking some action. Seriously, this should be interesting. I'm not looking forward to sitting down with my boss. I don't really like confrontation and I think that's where it will end up.
Time will tell.