101 ways to not think about work

Are you ready for this?
I'm not. This is going to get weird. Maybe.
I had my daily moment of silence as I contemplated how very much I dislike my job. Unfortunately this came while I was at my cousin's graduation party. Also unfortunately my aunt asked me how everything was going while I was in the middle of said introspection. I started crying. This made her start crying. Then she hugged me and told me that I have such passion for english and literature. I could teach. Or write. This makes me cry harder. Did I mention that this was in the middle of the graduation party? Thank the Gods I was sitting in the corner. Oh, wait ... who also happens to be sitting kinda in the corner? The cute Marine recruiter. Great. Since I love crying in front of people so much let's throw a military man in the mix and make my afternoon complete. Wonderful. Outstanding.

Yeah. I miss Cole. My life sucks at the moment. I got to cry in front of people. AT A PARTY. That's just great. Maybe tonight I can watch a sappy movie and bawl my eyes out over that. I know I have a few that call out to me.

This is such a depressing post. Sorry guys. I'll put something less intense up in a day or two.
Bah.